Salt Forged Stories

Fantasy, Fiction, Flirting, Fighting.

=============================== Mid October, That Year ===============================

A gym just a few blocks away from a sunny California university held amateur fights every few weeks: boxing, submission grappling, mixed martial arts, whatever the participants were willing to agree to. Undergrad and graduate students, staff, faculty, and even locals all turned out to see how far their fists would take them, or to cheer on the willing fighters. Tonight was one of those nights...

The 1st round of the night’s second fight had just ended and the patrons now found Rebecca Meyers skipping around the ring as an impromptu ring girl, flaunting her curves and flashing seductive looks to guys and girls alike. Her expression curdled into mild disappointment as the alarm tolled to start the second round. She slid out of the ring as the two rookies stood up to resume their grudge match…

The two boxers advanced straight towards each other this time, no feeling out period necessary. This time however, when the lanky white fighter threw a looping overhand right it landed on her roommate's newly tight guard before she grunted in pain as a white glove struck her below the ribs. Theresa shuffled forward and let her other hand go, landing again to the body and eliciting a whoop from the crowd.

Now it was Jennifer’s turn to try something new. She leaned away and threw a jab, but the awkward angle robbed her punch of its power as it landed on her roommate’s face. The Southeast Asian shuffled forward mostly undeterred, planting her feet to fire another stiff left that landed between Jennifer's elbows and below her sports bra.

Whoa.

That. Hurt.

The pale brunette retreated, firing more token punches from her back foot as Theresa shuffled straight towards her, sweaty and tired but smiling meekly for the first time since the fight started.

Jennifer’s coach shouted something unheeded as the second year communications major with the short auburn and green hair reset her stance, intent on regaining the upper hand. Theresa had been there, flabby and slow and hittable the entire first round. What’d changed?

She took a deep breath and knifed two jabs between her roommate’s gloves and into her face. The pair of shots robbed the stocky brawler of her nerve, her guard suddenly tight again. That's more like it.

She’d scored nearly at will with the jab, but boxing was tiring, and Jen found herself unable to maintain the blistering pace she established in the first frame. Now as she attempted to put some more oomph behind her follow-up, she instead found Theresa’s single answer to the body again as the force of the blow nearly folded the Seattle native in half.

Jen backed away and reset again, and the two first time fighters silently agreed to repeat that dance in the middle of the ring for the next 30 seconds as the crowd cheered on a suddenly competitive fight.

Jennifer McCowan grunted in frustration: she couldn’t seem to hurt her stocky roommate like she had earlier, and those white gloves she was getting hit with hurt. She found herself struggling to breathe between punches. Throwing punches seemed so easy last round. What changed? She thought she heard the voice of her trainer, yelling something, but she couldn't make it out over the sound of her pulse in her ears. She bit down on her mouthguard and grimaced: just how long was this round anyways? Winning was fun. Boxing was tiring.

Theresa felt much better than she had at any point in the last 10 minutes. This felt… doable. Tough, tiring, but possible. She was still getting hit, in the face even, but her roommate’s punches weren’t nearly as scary when they were coming one or two at a time, and Jen scowled and grunted every time Theresa hit her; seeing her stupid skinny early bird special sciences roommate in pain was its own reward. She wanted to keep going; more than that, the stocky Filipina sophomore wanted to win!

The short haired outfighter clipped her with a glancing right, but she caught the languid followup on her elbow. Theresa took a deep breath, and pivoted into a wild haymaker that sank deep into Jen’s side. When her taller foe didn’t fire back, even after Theresa took a moment to breathe, Theresa Bayan did the logical thing and hit her again. That punch got her attention: Jennifer clenched her eyes closed and turned partly around, sticking the palms of her gloves out towards her in an amateur attempt to stop the assault.

The crowd roared; they’d seen that one plenty of times from new fighters. Next came the referee stepping between the fighters to prevent someone from getting hit in the back of the head. Tim Barnes sent the suddenly competent body punched to a neutral corner, and then made sure she stayed there, before towards the other fighter: she was startled and clearly not enjoying herself very much but looked capable of finishing out the fight, or at least the round. This seemed like a good time for a standing 8 count…

Jennifer was officially not having fun anymore. Her abs hurt in a half dozen indiscriminate locations that all seemed to blend together. Breathing sucked. She really didn’t like getting punched, it turned out. When she opened her eyes she found the ref looking at her, waving her in, counting for some reason. When she walked towards him, he grabbed the wrists of her gloves and looked her in the eyes.

“Are you ok?” “Yeah” she mumbled, looking away. “Look at me; do you wanna keep fighting?” Jennifer mumbled another affirmative response, locking eyes with the ref this time. “Don’t turn around during the fight. Keep your hands up. Fight back or I’m gonna stop it, ok? She muttered her positive response, and Tim, satisfied, resumed the fight an instant before the bell sounded to end round 2, the complexion of the fight having changed dramatically over the past two minutes.

Back in her corner, Theresa’s trainer had a whole new set of instructions: “Move forward” “She really doesn't like defending. Punch her please. In the stomach. Hard.” “Great job out there; having fun?”

The shy biology major nodded: her trainer seemed less panicked than she’d been two minutes ago. Theresa’s face still hurt and she was really tired, but she could understand the appeal of a fight with rules and strategies and stuff. She might even be winning! When her lanky roommate didn’t move around so damn much she was kinda easy to hit, and Jen’s punches didn’t feel so scary when they were only happening one at a time. She was thankful that her roommate wasn’t particularly strong…

“Did you hear anything I said since round 1 ended? Goddamn, what the hell? I’m am not losing to Mary…“ In the other corner, Kelsey was livid: her rookie fighter had suddenly decided to fight the exact wrong fight, standing and trading with a stocky body puncher instead of sticking and moving like they’d discussed.

“Shut up. Tell me how to go back to punching her in her big stupid face.” Jennifer was in no mood for a scolding. She knew the problem. What was the solution? Her trainer took a deep breath of her own before answering tersely. “Well, sweetie, move. Do not stand in front of her. Move. Throw a jab, and a cross. Not a hook, not an uppercut. A cross. Then move back and to your right. Punch, then move. You are not gonna win if you let her wail on you like that. She is strong. You are thin and fast. Stop letting her hit you, for the love of God.” Kelsey finally noticed her hands gripping Jennifer’s shoulders tighter than she'd intended when the referee called the fighters back in to start the third round.

The crowd cheered a fight that had produced more excitement than first time combatants had any right to. Already they’d seen a first round knockdown and a second round standing eight count. Both women shuffled out of their corners, gloves low and breathing hard even after the break…

Jennifer scored first at the edge of her range, stopping Theresa in her tracks. Jen scooted back and reset her stance. Theresa’s right eye was beginning to swell after two rounds of jabs. That was all the positive reinforcement she needed to keep pelting her roommate with lancing straights and jabs. Theresa couldn't keep walking forward forever, right?

Tired but eager, her opponent came straight ahead, hands slightly higher this time. Jennifer leaned to and fro, searching for a place to strike, sliding backwards all the while. Her jab landed harmlessly on her roommate’s gloves, but if Theresa could to the body then so could she. She bent slightly and fired a right that landed below Theresa’s purple bra. But her exhausted legs didn't wanna come back up, and by the time she'd jerked herself back into a fully upright stance, Theresa’d recovered another to wallop her with a hook to the body that made her briefly nauseous.

Jen quickly abandoned her idea of going to the body, convinced that her current level of exhaustion of exhaustion made all but the most necessary movement untennable. She realized now that she totally shouldn’t have skimped on that cardio regime her trainer had come up with. Who’d have known boxing would be so tiring?

That dalliance behind them, they’d settled into a pattern familiar to the locals:, the lanky boxer firing a straight punch or two and backing away while the short slugger lumbered forward, hoping to minimize the damage until she could get close enough to fire back. The relative lack of excitement dampened the crowd, until Jennifer McCowan slid back again and found the cold leather of the ropes cutting off her retreat…

The crowd came alive to cheer the impending fireworks as the inexperienced out-fighter ran out of real estate and Theresa resumed the final portion of her strategy: keeping her hands by her temples, daring her roommate to find a way to hurt her, and responding with one demoralizing shot to the body at a time.

Jennifer yelped as another hook smashed into her and involuntarily contorted her. “Dammit!” She yelled, tired and sore and frustrated at her lack of success. She shifted to her left, towards her trainer’s frantic voice, eager to find a way out and back into the open ring.

Where did the fun go?

Theresa didn’t want to give her the chance. The Filipina’s sheepish smile belied her mounting exhaustion. She’d chased her roommate across the ring once and didn’t think she’d be able to do it again. IF there was a second wind it’d come and gone already. Panting, She threw a pair of short punches just above the belt and leaned onto her roommate, pushing her along the ropes and to the corner. Jennifer was too tired, too tall, too thin to offer much resistance and slid, panting, the short distance along the ropes until a new set halted her movement in that direction as well. She cursed audibly again and the crowd made their bloodlust clear.

With barely a foot of space between them, the trapped fighter fired a short volley of black leather and then watched most of it glance off Theresa’s forearms and white gloves. Theresa didn’t retreat an inch, but instead pivoted into a hard right that sank deep into Jennifer’s stomach. Theresa’s gloves looked like big marshmallows attached to her arms, or maybe pillows, but to Jen they felt more like rocks. The besieged boxer’s arms sank, and she didn’t offer anything in return before a hard right to her jaw knocked her briefly senseless. Her vision blurred, her ears rang, and she retreated again out of instinct only to find the padded corner post waiting for her, offering no reprieve from the white leather onslaught. Two alternating hooks to the body knocked the wind, then her mouthpiece out of her, and her thin freckled legs finally gave way, buckling beneath her. The lanky sophomore felt to her knees clutching her aching stomach, ready for this whole boxing endeavor to be over.

Holy shit. She’d done it! Theresa Bayan had rallied to put her roommate on the canvas in the third round. She wanted to celebrate, but dammit if she wasn’t as tired as her roommate was right about now. She settled for a small fist pump and then let her arms hang by her sides. Tim the referee sent the curvy slugger to a neutral corner and then made sure she stayed there, before turning around and checking on the downed fighter. She was clearly in pain, forehead on the canvas. still grimacing and clutching her ravaged abs. He considered calling the fight off then and there but Rebecca’d asked, told, commanded? him before the fight to make sure and count for all knockdowns. That woman, with her wild eyes and frequently changing hair choke, scared him, so he counted.

“One”

“Two”

“Three…”

Jen heard the count, and she might even be able to get up, but what was the point? Everything hurt. Everything sucked. This sucked. She was tired and definitely not having any fun. Her face hurt, her ribs hurt, breathing hurt. The crowd was too loud and she hated hearing them cheer as she got her ass kicked.

She moaned before finally pushing up onto her hands and knees, watching as sweat and blood and tears fell past her and onto the canvas. She couldn’t remember the last time she saw her own blood. She shook her head: this was stupid and she didn’t want to do it anymore. She looked up at the ref and shook her head at him as he counted.

“Nine”

“Ten! You’re out!”

The ref called for the bell as Jen’s trainer, Kelsey, slipped between the ropes to go aid her…


The rest of that night sped by for both fighters, from the official announcement in the ring, to brief medical examinations backstage, to wrap up discussions with their trainer-coaches, to the empty time and space after. Theresa milled about, achy and bandaged up but loathe to let tonight end. She won! She beat up her roommate!

Yay?

It sounded kinda … barbaric in her head, cruel even, and it was hard to consider it a win when she was still holding an icepack to her head and anticipated being too sore to exist tomorrow. Maybe she’d watch some of the other fights? She’d heard that Rebecca was supposed to fighting tonight as well; she’d even heard whispers that her RA would be fighting a guy: Rebecca was something else entirely, and not just because she’d setup their fight…

Those liquid thoughts evaporated when she caught sight of her roommate moving through the crowd. She’d recognize the short shock of dark brown and vibrant green hair sticking out of that blue hoodie anywhere. She called out, entirely unsurprised when her roommate didn't turn around, and followed the figure towards the front door of the gym.

She called out again, to no avail. Of course not. She braced herself and broke out into a mild jog, lightly regretting each step. Tomorrow would be miserable. She called out again, put her hand on Jen's shoulder, saw the bruise on her roommate's jaw. It caught her by surprise, took Theresa a second to remember that she'd put it there.

Maybe fighting hadn't solved anything at all

Jen declined to make eye contact, let alone talk. What was there to say? They spent a moment trapped in that silence before Theresa spoke, tripping over her words, pushing her glasses back up her nose.

“I just… I wanted to say… I guess, I'm sorry. I don't know, things got outta hand, and I got caught up in the moment and..”

Whatever ferocity she'd summoned during that fight had remained in the ring. Now she was once again just Theresa Bayan, sophomore biology major, sheepish and small, searching for something to say to make all of this ok…

Turns out she didn't have to.

“It's… ok.” Came her roommate's reply. “I mean, it's not, but I get it. Rebecca basically blackmailed us, and one of us was gonna lose. Not gonna lie, I was hoping it'd be you, but.. I got caught up too. I said some shit I regret…” Jen looked away again, biting her lip.

“So uhhh… you… wanna head back to the dorm? It's kinda chilly out here.” Theresa was soft, timid again, a nerd from Long Beach who could never find exactly the word she wanted.

“Sure thing, Theresa. But first..” Jen looked up, hazel eyes suddenly serious. “what would you say if I told you I kinda liked it? Like, up until you kept punching me in the ribs, I was having a good time. Even the training and stuff, kind of.” Her voice trailed off as she looked up towards the moon in the warm yellow glow of their streetlight lit boulevard.

“Oh?” was all her roommate could muster before the Seattle native resumed.

“I guess I'm saying I wanna do this again sometime. Do you wanna learn how to box with me? Maybe even get into another fight? Does that sound, you know, crazy?”

Her roommate took her hand, grabbing it with both of hers, and looked up into Jen’s eyes, matching their excitement, their indecision. “I was afraid you'd never ask!”

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Mid October, That Year


Jennifer McCowan wasn’t wearing anything that would be out of place at a gym, but the few times she went to the gym to run, everyone else wasn’t there to watch her have a fist fight with her roommate. She looked herself over in the dressing room mirror, turning to get a better look at her profile; tall and slim, she was wearing her favorite pair of soccer shorts, high cut and blue with aquamarine and yellow stripes. She’d never been so self-conscious how skinny they made her legs look, pale and freckled despite the best efforts of the Southern California sun. She barely tipped the scales at 112 lbs. and owed her flat stomach to that more than any actual attention paid to her diet or exercise. It certainly didn’t hurt though. Her eyes wandered north and she sighed; the same low body fat percentage that produced her slim physique also gave her little in the way of cleavage, a fact unfortunately emphasized by her bright turquoise sports bra. She pushed her breasts together, well, as best she could with these big bulky black boxing gloves on. The woman who’d helped tie them assured her that they were her size, but Jennifer couldn’t help but think they looked comically oversized on her. She was thankful that her pixie cut naturally stayed out of her eyes, faded streaks of green still evident in her auburn tresses. Standing in front of the mirror, wearing what felt like basically nothing, Jennifer suddenly felt very small, very frail, and very nervous about the next 10 minutes of her life. She hoped this wouldn’t end up on Youtube somehow. She-

“Hey, Jen, let’s go!” shouted Kelsey, the upperclassman who’d helped her with the preparations. She’d peeked inside the dressing room to find Jen staring off into space. “The first fight just finished; time to show them what you got!.” Jennifer turned around with a start, shaken from her introspection. When the older girl saw the apprehension in her eyes, she placed a warm hand of Julie’s slender shoulders. “You sure? Maybe we should have agreed to wear headgear after all. Maybe we-,” “Listen,” Kelsey said warmly, “You’ll be fine. You look great; she’s probably more nervous than you are. Just take a deep breath, remember why you wanted to fight her in the first place, and try to remember some of what we taught you. Think about why you got so angry at her in the first place and just keep hitting her. Keep hitting her and let the ref break it up.” She repeated, as she playfully slapped the brunette on her ass and sent her on her way to the ring, following close behind her.

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Late September, That Year


Jennifer and Theresa had only met in college but became fast friends since discovering that they lived two floors apart in the same dorm building and also shared the same discussion section for their general studies class. They'd been roughly inseparable since, spending most of their freshman year together and absolutely no one was surprised when they decided to move in with each other the following school year. They were a perfect pair: Jennifer was by a white girl from the Portland suburbs with cute, mousey features and a budding sense of independence evident in the streaks of green in her dark brown curls while Theresa was Filipino-American, a Biology major with wild eyes and long sunburn hair, still learning to balance business and pleasure.

The prefect pair. Until they weren't anymore.

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Late September, That Year


It was surreal; a thing observed and not felt. Time slowed, begging her to commit this moment to memory. Objectively ordinary, personally enchanting.

Maybe it was just cool as fuck.

A clenched fist, lightly wrapped in leather and guided by bad intentions, sailing toward her face, only to stop desperately, tragically short of its destination and recede back toward the fury that’d sent it. She swore she could see the stitching on the 4oz glove, the ridges of the knuckles. Angry, impotent. The truth of a missed punch.

The moment would stick with her for years.

She’d leaned ever so slightly away from the straight right, the last in a flurry she’d let chase her around the cage, all the while slipping, leaning, taunting the danger. Her opponent’s inhale, deep exasperation evident, made one thing clear: there’d be no follow-up. Hell, that punch was the follow-up to one that’d missed even wider. This fight was a conversation and her opponent had spoken her piece for the moment.

Now came Simone’s rebuttal.

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Later September, That Year In a MMA gym in the San Gabriel Valley, CA, USA....


“Ugh, do we have to?” Bailey pouted. Upstairs in the gym on a Tuesday night was the last place she wanted to be. Watching bits and pieces of her last tragic fight was the absolute last thing she wanted to do, but here she was, staring at the flatscreen. She'd watched videos of her fights before, including her only professional loss to date, but that video, that night, hadn't ended with her in an unconscious heap on the floor...

Her disdain emanated off of her in palpable waves, prompting her coach to put a warm hand on her 22 year old shoulder.

“C'mon Lee; I don't much like watching you lose either, but hell, we figure out what happened, why it happened, we can keep it from happening. Obviously it didn't end the way we wanted it, but it's not like it was bad from start to finish: you got a good solid takedown almost immediately.”

The young Texan woman began to soften up with a deep sigh. “So what should I be looking for?”

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Written as a commission for a client who wanted fanfiction of 3 of his favorite characters

Cosmo Imai looked around his gym and sighed. It was true that their humble gym attracted a murderer's row of fighters and martial artists looking to improve themselves. But they'd spent so much time fighting, sweating, learning together that Cosmo knew their habits and styles nearly as well as his own.

He could scarcely imagine a situation where training and fighting weren't his favorite pastimes, but he could no longer deny to himself that he'd grown bored and this had grown stale.

He sipped from his water bottle and scanned the gym again, forcing a smile and a generic compliment to his latest training partner to hide his growing discontent. He made a note to reach out to some of the more eclectic fighter' s he'd met through his travels and see if any of them were still local.

The athletic 20 year old yearned for the sense of danger and uncertainty that had endeared him to fighting in the first place. His blonde ponytail bounced as he shook his head and subsumed the feeling beneath the simple joy of grappling. The dissatisfaction endured, but he couldn't defeat it by pouting and wishing anymore than he could become the world's best martial artist overnight. Results required effort.

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January, the Year Everything Happened

“Hey Simone, are you here to talk shit or are you here to spar?” Natalie Turner asked, standing in what had formerly been a very focused fighting stance. Her blue mouthguard, still shiny with spittle, now clutched in the palm of her hand as she narrowed her brown eyes at her partner.

“Both, ideally.” Simone Williams grinned. There was no tension in her 5'10 frame, just brown eyes full of mischief and laughter creasing her face. She shrugged, baggy tee obscuring the athletic body beneath, palms of her red MMA gloves up towards the ceiling of the gym.

“Come on. I've got class in an hour and we still gotta catch the bus back to campus.” Natalie complained. “Waste your own time; some of us are trying to go pro.” She slid her mouthguard back in and waved on the other college freshman: Nat was done talking even if her friend wasn't.

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Late September, The Year After Everything Happened

Teresa Paraiso knew they had the address right. She'd checked it three times and driven past it the day before just to make sure. At this point they probably thought she was casing the joint rather than coming to fight for the first time. But no amount of mindfulness and deep breathing could abate the anxiety in her chest.

“You get quiet and sweaty when you're nervous. Just stop it.” Jennifer Schwiezer deadpanned, leaning forward from the backseat of Nisha' busted little sedan to and face Teresa. Teresa's longtime roommate and training partner had agreed to accompany her alongside Teresa's longtime friend, Nisha Patel, who'd agreed to drive only on the condition that someone else be the designated driver on the way back. Teresa's tall, pale roommate maintained a mild enmity with most of her friends, including Nisha. The feeling was largely mutual: she and Jennifer might be thick as thieves but neither one had ever gelled with her roommate's friends.

”'Lucky Shot' is such a shit name for a bar.” Jennifer grumbled.

“What? Nah it's hilarious. It's a pun. It's cute.” Nisha protested. “It's a bar, and they host fights. Lucky shot? Get it?”

“I get it. It's stupid. Someone was trying too hard.” Jennifer shot back, and Theresa welcomed her friends' arguments sas a quick reprieve from her thoughts of her own fight. This wasn't the first time she'd had an organized fight: she'd appeared on Kelsey Drama's Beat, Prey, Love series a dozen times over her college career so far.

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Alright, bear with me.

The yearslong assault on journalism and criticism, especially in gaming, makes sense to me when constellated among a few other trends. Others have likely tied these all together more completely or succinctly but you're reading me instead.

Media choice has increasingly become a stand-in for identity online (and only online). Rather than fandom being a facet of a fully fleshed out person, there's a growing temptation to define yourself by your media consumption. Late stage capitalism has reduced us to consumers.

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Watching a friend or coworker out themselves as a Republican voter is jarring and upsetting and alarming: somewhere between watching a man open his trench coat to reveal a bomb strapped to his chest, and watching a man open his trench coat to reveal his naked body beneath.

(There is no good ending when a dude opens his trench coat in broad daylight. There is no good surprise waiting when a coworker says that he's “concerned about all this 'woke' nowadays.”)

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