*note: these notes are presented without proofreading or editing of any kind; many were taken with speech-to-text.
dress for success; die a mess
no one wants to do nothing, it just ends up that way
Google/apple have yet to solve for the whole connected-to-wifi-but-pulling-out-of-the-driveway problem, which seems like a simple thing to fix—but what do I know? (not much) also i could see someone saying something like “uh, you shouldn't be on your phone while pulling out of your driveway to begin with???”
“did mister shouty really be sausages”
when I think of “video games,” I think of the color green. it is interesting, the colors that pop into your head upon thinking of things.
with writing, I have a real fear of stagnation or “regression of skill,” which makes me afraid to stop writing for any prolonged period of time (even though sometimes I want to take a break) for fear of this kinda regression-stagnation stuff happening. idk if this is an irrational fear or not, as once I went a month or so without writing, and, afterwards, wrote some pretty OK stuff, almost as if the break “refreshed” me in some way, but idk if this example is the rule or the exception. there’s also this question of “who are you trying to impress anyway?” and the answer to that, I think, is myself—not you. but then that calls into question why i even post my writing for public consumption at all, and then my cool persona starts to fall apart now doesn’t it?
“i hear you telephone thing listening in” —Mark E. Smith
*note: these notes are presented without proofreading or editing of any kind, and many of these notes were taken with speech-to-text.
since moving to email-only communication, many have reached out to me, and the overall tone of these people has been very different from the general tone you get from people on social media (note that some of these people are indeed the same people from social media, but I’m not going to name names); they’re way more personal, understanding, and empathetic; as if, since they are no longer potentially being seen by others, they have shed some upper-crust layer of their persona thus revealing more of their true selves; they’re “more comfortable,” is the main takeaway (i guess).
why does an RSS reader need “enhanced AI features???”
Syd Barrett The Madcap Laughs; One of those albums that I pretended to like in high school but ended up really liking a whole lot in adulthood and now I can't tell if I just pretended so hard that I ended up liking it, like pretending myself into enjoyment? Dark Globe has to be incredible, though, I think.
If I drink to fit in, did I ever fit in to begin with? Everyone thinks I'm so funny when I'm drunk; yet they're confused the morning after, “why are you so quiet,man?”
“I only drink to be social.”
“Inanimate glass bottles and tin cans do not control my behavior.”
“I am in control of my own destiny.”
Does alcohol unlock aspects of you or seal them away to be imbibed later?
DEBATER 1: “And, you know, we knock on wood, wherever we may have wood, that I’m in very good health. I just won two club championships, not even senior, two regular club championships. To do that, you have to be quite smart and you have to be able to hit the ball a long way. And I do it. He doesn’t do it. He can’t hit a ball 50 yards. He challenged me to a golf match. He can’t hit a ball 50 yards.”
DEBATER 2: “Well, anyway, that’s – anyway, just take a look at what he says he is and take a look at what he is. Look, I’d be happy to have a driving contest with him. I got my handicap, which, when I was vice president, down to a 6. And by the way, I told you before I’m happy to play golf if you carry your own bag. Think you can do it?”
DEBATER 1: “That’s the biggest lie that he’s a 6 handicap, of all.”
DEBATER 2: “I was 8 handicap.”
DEBATER 1: “Yeah.”
DEBATER 2: “Eight, but I have – you know how many…”
DEBATER 1: “I’ve seen your swing, I know your swing.”